That is exactly what I'm doing.
Not a darn thing.
Well, maybe unpack a dish here and there.
I was scheduled to work from 2-10pm on a rather bad night run. My old one to be exact. I have a PICC line and it itches and hurts from time to time and.....I just don't feel like leaving my house.
So I called in sick. I have 2 FMLA applications on file. One for the PICC line/infusion treatments and one for anxiety/depression. And so....I decided to use today as a mental health day.
And...I'm doing just that. Taking a day. To CHILL and RELAX!! On my new deck. In my new lounge chair. In the sun. With my laptop and my dogs. Only thing better would be my dh sitting next to me.
Today...I will channel my anger into something positive. I will channel my grief into something posttive.
I can't promise that tmw will be a good day.
I can't pormise that tmw will be a bad day.
for today...I will just sit and relax. And pray that I can keep it this way.
Monday, June 27, 2011
I can't even begin to blog about how incredible difficult each of Cor's birthdays is for me. We share our birthdays 1 day apart. And prior to our disruption/TPR it was always a big deal.
|Cor and Mom - Celebrating our Birthdays 1999. Mommy was VERY pregnant and Cor loved to hold Momma's BIG belly|
|Cor's 6th BD 2000|
My heart hurts as I think....
17 yrs old
Posted by Story of our Life at 8:03 PM
Thursday, June 2, 2011
This evening I came across this blog link "Can you actually RECOVER from a Loss?" It is very powerful. The quote/comment at the beginning of the article = powerful. To me anyway. Hope you are able to find some sort of good out of it.
Posted by Story of our Life at 6:45 PM