I can't even begin to blog about how incredible difficult each of Cor's birthdays is for me. We share our birthdays 1 day apart. And prior to our disruption/TPR it was always a big deal.
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Cor and Mom - Celebrating our Birthdays 1999. Mommy was VERY pregnant and Cor loved to hold Momma's BIG belly
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The last week has been a whirlwind of activity and in the proccess of buying a house, moving to our new house, having a PICC line inserted and having it go not so good, and then a very tragic accident involving a friend of mine. In the process of the whirlwind the reality of Cor's bd creeping up on me....didn't really sink in until I got my first "Happy Birthday G" phone call. "Crap...it is my birthday....that means it is Cor's bd....crap!!"
And....the pit in my stomach began.
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Cor and his baby sis Ab...the day Ab came home from the hosptial. Mommy was sleeping. Grandma was having fun and taking MANY pictures while Mommy slept and Daddy worked. |
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Cor's 6th BD 2000 |
My heart hurts as I think....
17 yrs old
5 comments:
I thought your blogs were locked!
Sometimes milestones suck. Must be especially hard tied so closely to your own. Ugh.
Oh girl, I am so sorry that your life has been huge, huge changes coming at such a sensitive time for you. BTW, how old were you with that big belly...twelve? heehee Hey, how's that woodpecker?
Wish I could change it {{{Hugs}}}
Love you!
@ Jeri...no...I was oh...IDK....12 years younger than I am today....which is 37. So that would be 25....right? LOL.
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