Monday, June 27, 2011

Happy 17th Birthday

I can't even begin to blog about how incredible difficult each of Cor's birthdays is for me. We share our birthdays 1 day apart.  And prior to our disruption/TPR it was always a big deal. 
Cor and Mom - Celebrating our Birthdays 1999.  Mommy was VERY pregnant and Cor loved to hold Momma's BIG belly

The last week has been a whirlwind of activity and in the proccess of buying a house, moving to our new house, having a PICC line inserted and having it go not so good, and then a very tragic accident involving a friend of mine.  In the process of the whirlwind the reality of Cor's bd creeping up on me....didn't really sink in until I got my first "Happy Birthday G" phone call.  "Crap...it is my birthday....that means it is Cor's bd....crap!!" 
And....the pit in my stomach began.

Cor and his baby sis Ab...the day Ab came home from the hosptial.  Mommy was sleeping.  Grandma was having fun and taking MANY pictures while Mommy slept and Daddy worked.


Cor's 6th BD 2000
My heart hurts as I  think....
17 yrs old


5 comments:

Essie the Accidental Mommy said...

I thought your blogs were locked!
Sometimes milestones suck. Must be especially hard tied so closely to your own. Ugh.

Jeri said...

Oh girl, I am so sorry that your life has been huge, huge changes coming at such a sensitive time for you. BTW, how old were you with that big belly...twelve? heehee Hey, how's that woodpecker?

GB's Mom said...

Wish I could change it {{{Hugs}}}

Kelley said...

Love you!

Story of our Life said...

@ Jeri...no...I was oh...IDK....12 years younger than I am today....which is 37. So that would be 25....right? LOL.