Thursday, May 28, 2009

Baby Showers

I was invited to go to a baby shower this weekend.

I can't go because of a girl scouting commitment that I have for my daughter.

Even though I want to go it is best that I can't. Even though I am sooo incredible happy for the "Mother-to-Be"....something about it just stings...

I grew up, in church with this sweet lady. She is my age, single, and adopting a newborn baby....

I am soooo very happy for her and was soo elated when I saw her mom a few weeks ago and she told me. Yet, my heart really aches. The realization that I will not have any more children - birth or adopted stings!!

I know several people that are pregnant or adopting and I'm really struggling, all over again with those infertility 'issues'....

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