Monday, July 27, 2009

Broken Heart

~Someone asked me if I missed you~
~I didn't answer~
~I just closed my eyes and walked away~
~I answered~
Three years ago this month and more specifically this week our disruption was final in the eyes of the state of Wisconsin. 
Some days it seems like forever. 
Other days it seems like it was just yesterday.
Some days it seems like the anger and frustration and pain will never fade away.
Other days all the anger, frustration, and pain seem so distant.

I've not quite figured this crap out and I'm sure that isn't my mission here on earth. 
What I know is...
It just plain SUCKS~

1 comment:

Heather said...

I am so sorry for the heart ache you are feeling. You are in my prayers that you can feel at peace. I know you did the very best job you could do with Corry. It is evident in your posts that you are a wonderful mom. It is so hard when you adopt children that start acting out on your other children. We have some pretty tough things going on here at our house.
Love ya,