You might wonder why/where I got the title of this blog. As I've been contemplating the name over the last few days/weeks the one thing that really stands deeply in my heart is what Nancy Thomas did for me.
I love Nancy Thomas and Deborah Hage. These two woman saved my life during the hardest time of this journey. They gave me hope. They gave me a light at the end of the tunnel. When I didn't think I could go on any more I just needed to pick up my "When Love is Not Enough" book and read it. I just needed to pick up one of the books that Deborah Hage gave us ( I can't recall which ones right now) and I would soon be able to have the strength to continue on one more day.
I reminded myself sometimes daily that my love was not enough and that he didn't want my love, that this little boy had a mommy, he had a grandmommy, he had all that...and that I was nothing but evil to him...MY LOVE WAS NOT ENOUGH!!!